i think i'm ready to do anything....
i really do.. i think i'm ready to do anything... esp. giving up on you... or letting you go... i'm ready...
after talking to lee fang... i had that feeling again... till now i still cant find a way to describe that feeling... it's like... the world is so big... i'm just another person... what am i to you? there're so many other boys who's in contact with you... all those from ACS(I) ar... TCHS ar... RI... all those top schools... i'm just from a neighbourhood school... not a very good one even... it's understandable that you want someone clever... i'm not one... i... i may not be competiable to you...
next year you're going to hcjc... it's something we all are sure of... (you don't have to be scared that you can qualify for it...) then i'll be going to australia... maybe it'll be time for me to start anew... and for you start anew too... there're lots and lots of better guys in that college ya? my college will have many girls too... it's just a problem if i can let go or not... :P
sometimes... i just think we're from two different worlds... maybe it's true... maybe we're never meant to be for each other... anyway.. i'm getting along with myself... hah... i mean i'm learning how to be alone... it's a nice feeling... but i cant be sure if i still can be alone after letting you go... cause everytime i'm alone... i start to think about things between us... so after i let go... what's there for me to think? nothing ba... maybe the only think left is to think how you'll be with your bf... :)
heard from lee fang that you all prank call boys last night... haha... go tell them you(who ever that caller is) like him... you all nothing better to do? hha... quite impossible for you not to be involved... but i'm just hoping that you didn't do the talking... haiz...
really... just what are you thinking? what do you want? i really need to know...
having saying all these... love doesn't need a reason... so you may still choose me even though others may see that i'm not good enough for you...
lonliness can only be nice if you know there will be someone out there ready to be with you anytime...
remember... i'm already lost and alone cause you don't dare to be mine...
my love need your assuranaces...
after talking to lee fang... i had that feeling again... till now i still cant find a way to describe that feeling... it's like... the world is so big... i'm just another person... what am i to you? there're so many other boys who's in contact with you... all those from ACS(I) ar... TCHS ar... RI... all those top schools... i'm just from a neighbourhood school... not a very good one even... it's understandable that you want someone clever... i'm not one... i... i may not be competiable to you...
next year you're going to hcjc... it's something we all are sure of... (you don't have to be scared that you can qualify for it...) then i'll be going to australia... maybe it'll be time for me to start anew... and for you start anew too... there're lots and lots of better guys in that college ya? my college will have many girls too... it's just a problem if i can let go or not... :P
sometimes... i just think we're from two different worlds... maybe it's true... maybe we're never meant to be for each other... anyway.. i'm getting along with myself... hah... i mean i'm learning how to be alone... it's a nice feeling... but i cant be sure if i still can be alone after letting you go... cause everytime i'm alone... i start to think about things between us... so after i let go... what's there for me to think? nothing ba... maybe the only think left is to think how you'll be with your bf... :)
heard from lee fang that you all prank call boys last night... haha... go tell them you(who ever that caller is) like him... you all nothing better to do? hha... quite impossible for you not to be involved... but i'm just hoping that you didn't do the talking... haiz...
really... just what are you thinking? what do you want? i really need to know...
having saying all these... love doesn't need a reason... so you may still choose me even though others may see that i'm not good enough for you...
lonliness can only be nice if you know there will be someone out there ready to be with you anytime...
remember... i'm already lost and alone cause you don't dare to be mine...
my love need your assuranaces...
