I'm typing this without a title as for now, cause I don't know where this post will get to.
Read Guo Sheng's blog (I'm not giving the link) and he seems so happy. And I thought to myself how good would it be if...
But I only have myself to blame.
Went to her lecture today and still I don't dare to do anything. What's wrong with me?!
At one point yesterday I was sitting with 4 girls and she kept on looking towards this direction. What were you looking at? The girls, me, or looking for things that customers left behind that you might need to clear? And if you're looking at me, what went through your mind?
When that cup of small hot chocolate was ready, why did you glanced at me for that split second before shouting out the order so that I know that it's mine? Did you already know that I ordered that cup of hot chocolate cause I always order that?
And... Last year there was this incident in which I took my food, paid for it already and still stood there, cause I forgot that I've taken my sushi while looking at you.
And yesterday you passed me my sushi and wanted to go off, forgetting to collect the money. Why?
Next week is the last week of school already and I'm disappointed with myself (yes, I feel sad for myself actually, I don't need more scoldings). And I really don't know how this post gets here, I wanted to blog about dreams and reality actually. But I guess it doesn't matter, this blog doesn't need to follow any plans, it's shall be as spontaneous as the blogger. As such, I've decided to leave this post untitled.
Read Guo Sheng's blog (I'm not giving the link) and he seems so happy. And I thought to myself how good would it be if...
But I only have myself to blame.
Went to her lecture today and still I don't dare to do anything. What's wrong with me?!
At one point yesterday I was sitting with 4 girls and she kept on looking towards this direction. What were you looking at? The girls, me, or looking for things that customers left behind that you might need to clear? And if you're looking at me, what went through your mind?
When that cup of small hot chocolate was ready, why did you glanced at me for that split second before shouting out the order so that I know that it's mine? Did you already know that I ordered that cup of hot chocolate cause I always order that?
And... Last year there was this incident in which I took my food, paid for it already and still stood there, cause I forgot that I've taken my sushi while looking at you.
And yesterday you passed me my sushi and wanted to go off, forgetting to collect the money. Why?
Next week is the last week of school already and I'm disappointed with myself (yes, I feel sad for myself actually, I don't need more scoldings). And I really don't know how this post gets here, I wanted to blog about dreams and reality actually. But I guess it doesn't matter, this blog doesn't need to follow any plans, it's shall be as spontaneous as the blogger. As such, I've decided to leave this post untitled.
