Please let me complain about my life
My life has been so boring recently.... And so unfuliling for a even longer time...
That I can't remember the last time I woke up and told myself 'today is going to be an exiciting day!'...
What's my purpose of living?! There's nothing for me to look forward everytime I wake up! I used to (even though I can't really remember when also) wake up and, during that short distance to the toilet to wash up, list down in my brain alllllllllll the exciting things that awaits me for the day.
Errrrrrrrrrr... But what are those exciting things ar? Let me try to recall ah....
Hmmm...
There's nothing really exciting about them actually leh. It's something like...
HOW SAD IS THAT?!
Oh oh, going back to waking up. I used to wake up at like 4.50am to go to school and wished I could sleep longer. Now? It's already 3.30am and I'm still blogging. And I will then wake up in the afternoon and have nothing to do.
But some things don't change. You still do the same thing, but then with different purposes.
I used to lie on the bed and go back to sleep until the very last minute so that I still can get ready for school in time.
Now, I still lie on the bed and go back to sleep if I wake up at 6am, 8am, 10am... Heck! I even go back to sleep if I wake up at 12pm just because I have nothing to do after I wake up.
It's like this everyday. Like today, I woke up at 12.30pm, washed up for half an hour and ate my errrr, I don't even know if it's considered brunch anymore at 1pm!
Anyway, after eating my first meal, I stood in my living room.
I walked to the other living room.
I waked to the study room.
I walked to the KTV room.
I walked back to the second living room.
I then walked to the dry kitchen.
Then the wet kitchen.
Back to the first living room.
Look at the cars outside.
Then to the second living room again.
And look at the cars that pass by my house, wondering when will I get to witness an accident cause it always happen.
And then back to the study room, where my sister was using my computer to get on the net to log on to facebook to play (fluff)friends.
Yes... (fluff)friends, with the parentheses/curl-brackets/round brackets/brackets.
So obviously, I couldn't go online and I can't even watch the shows I have in my hard disk cause she's using my computer in the study room! (I can watch if she was using it in my room, can't be bothered to explain how. S-video, if it helps)
Nothing to watch! There's nothing for me to watch on free channels and I can't even watch cable tv...... Here's why:
when I first walked to the KTV room, my other sister were sleeping with her daughter and there was this chinese opera show on channel 8. So free channels are out cause my sister wouldn't be watching that if there were any better shows. That opera has got to be the best at that time. And then I walked to TV with cable programmes. And are you ready for the best part? My 4 years old nephew was watching cartoon and holding on to the remote! He even had the cheek to ask me to change to animal planet when the cartoon finished because the only four things that he watches are cartoons, animals, cartoons with animals, and barney.
So you see, I wake up, eat my first meal, and have nothing else to do. In fact, I woke up just to eat.
I went back to the study room to try to understand why my sister is abusing my computer on that stupid (fluff)friends. She explained to me. I got her points. But I still don't understand the mentality behind it.
Ahh, this is getting so wordy. And in my true random style, I'm going to end it here. Haha!
P/S I think that it's not obvious enough. People, ASK ME OUT!
That I can't remember the last time I woke up and told myself 'today is going to be an exiciting day!'...
What's my purpose of living?! There's nothing for me to look forward everytime I wake up! I used to (even though I can't really remember when also) wake up and, during that short distance to the toilet to wash up, list down in my brain alllllllllll the exciting things that awaits me for the day.
Errrrrrrrrrr... But what are those exciting things ar? Let me try to recall ah....
Hmmm...
There's nothing really exciting about them actually leh. It's something like...
- going to school on a school bus that travels from msia to sg
- the chance to sleep in a travelling vechicle every weekday that almost every student should had taken it for granted, until the day they start driving and wish they were the passenger
- the time before assembly that you either copy homeworks or eat breakfast, both done with at least two other friends
- the thrilling lessons that you have in class even though it's additional math and pure physics cause you're smsing with your friends in other classes and handphones weren't allowed in school
- staying back after school! be it for cca or just for nothing. staying back in school just seems fun.
- loitering around shopping centres in school uniforms
These are fun and exiciting and nice only after we graduate from secondary school. It's always like this. We can never be happy with what we have.
Ha! Guess what. I can already see myself in 5 years time complaining about work and wished I had nothing to do! And I have nothing to do now. Haha!!
But life still have to go on no matter what right?
And so I still have to complain about my current situation no matter what.
Since the day I came back from Melbourne I've been so bored that I started shooting my sister with my hands as a handgun, a machine gun or a rocket launcher. Sometimes I even throw a bomb at her!HOW SAD IS THAT?!
Oh oh, going back to waking up. I used to wake up at like 4.50am to go to school and wished I could sleep longer. Now? It's already 3.30am and I'm still blogging. And I will then wake up in the afternoon and have nothing to do.
But some things don't change. You still do the same thing, but then with different purposes.
I used to lie on the bed and go back to sleep until the very last minute so that I still can get ready for school in time.
Now, I still lie on the bed and go back to sleep if I wake up at 6am, 8am, 10am... Heck! I even go back to sleep if I wake up at 12pm just because I have nothing to do after I wake up.
It's like this everyday. Like today, I woke up at 12.30pm, washed up for half an hour and ate my errrr, I don't even know if it's considered brunch anymore at 1pm!
Anyway, after eating my first meal, I stood in my living room.
I walked to the other living room.
I waked to the study room.
I walked to the KTV room.
I walked back to the second living room.
I then walked to the dry kitchen.
Then the wet kitchen.
Back to the first living room.
Look at the cars outside.
Then to the second living room again.
And look at the cars that pass by my house, wondering when will I get to witness an accident cause it always happen.
And then back to the study room, where my sister was using my computer to get on the net to log on to facebook to play (fluff)friends.
Yes... (fluff)friends, with the parentheses/curl-brackets/round brackets/brackets.
So obviously, I couldn't go online and I can't even watch the shows I have in my hard disk cause she's using my computer in the study room! (I can watch if she was using it in my room, can't be bothered to explain how. S-video, if it helps)
Nothing to watch! There's nothing for me to watch on free channels and I can't even watch cable tv...... Here's why:
when I first walked to the KTV room, my other sister were sleeping with her daughter and there was this chinese opera show on channel 8. So free channels are out cause my sister wouldn't be watching that if there were any better shows. That opera has got to be the best at that time. And then I walked to TV with cable programmes. And are you ready for the best part? My 4 years old nephew was watching cartoon and holding on to the remote! He even had the cheek to ask me to change to animal planet when the cartoon finished because the only four things that he watches are cartoons, animals, cartoons with animals, and barney.
So you see, I wake up, eat my first meal, and have nothing else to do. In fact, I woke up just to eat.
I went back to the study room to try to understand why my sister is abusing my computer on that stupid (fluff)friends. She explained to me. I got her points. But I still don't understand the mentality behind it.
Ahh, this is getting so wordy. And in my true random style, I'm going to end it here. Haha!
P/S I think that it's not obvious enough. People, ASK ME OUT!
