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Sunday, October 30, 2005

Finally

Yes. I'm finally back to update. But really, what do you all, esp. my friends in Melbourne who knows what I do everyday, expect me to update about? To prove that you all (friends in Melbourne) actually knows what I do for these few days, let me quote a sentence that Gan keeps on saying recently.

"We fucking no life wei.'

And it's kinda true. So what can I update? Or what should I write about. Blog for me is a place for my thoughts or the things I've done on the day which is significant. Unless studying is siginificant, or unless you guys want to know how I studied or about the things that I'm studying, I don't know what to update on.

So, as I said, I f-ing no life. Everyday study. So no-life that Gan keeps on complaining. But who can we blame? Surely I can't blame myself. Cause I'm the only one that wants to go out. It's Gan, Jason and Bennett who wants to study everyday. And irritating enough, they are the one (well, maybe not Bennett) who keeps on whinning about that.

Let take this week for example. Exams is freakingly 4 weeks away, which doesn't sounds near to me actually. But since studying is good for us because we are students and we study to live, or at least I study to live (maybe my friends live to study), I didn't mind studying with my friends ever since this final term started.

So there's horse races this weekend and being special, Melbourne have public holidays, just because of the races. Just to let you know, Melbourne is the only city which has public holidays for horse races. So, Tuesday is a public holiday, Monday a school holiday. Don't ask me why Monday isn't because I'm not quite sure which days have races.

Anyway, bottom line is we have a long weekend. From Friday to Tuesday. Since Tuesday, I've been asking them to go out on one of these days. Guess what they reply.

"Study la!"

Ok. I thought it was too early to talk about these kinda things. So I tried again on Wednesday. But again,

"Study la!"

And if I didn't remember wrongly, it was Gan who complained we do nothing apart from studying?

I forgot whether I asked them again on Thursday but anyway, it's kinda obvious that their replies are going to be the same. But I think I did and they said we're going Mamak Night on Friday night. It's an activity organised by a church and we bought tickets for it. So for sure we are going. And we went.

Meeting time: 1815
Venue: Flinders Station

The time I reach Flinders Station: 1845
cause I know there's surely some idiots who are going to be late, again.

Anyway, even though it was already 1845, only Jack, Lorris, Ziawen, Erick and me reached there. We were suppose to have 14 people. And Gan lives along Flinders. Even if he were to crawl to Flinders Station, it shouldn't take more than half an hour.

Shall not talk about Mamak Night cause I didn't anything. The biggest prize was a 60GB Ipod Photo. Kkz, said not to talk about it already so I shall stop here.

After Mamak, we went back to Flinders. As usual, a group of people just stood there thinking about what to do and where to go. Everyone just stood and didn't talk. So I came up with a few suggestions.

AND FUCK YOU ALL, EVERY SINGLE SUGESTION THAT I MADE, I MEANT IT. EVERYTIME WHEN IT COMES TO ACTIVITY-SUGGESTIONS I FUCKING MEAN TO DO EVERYTHING I SAY.

Just for the benefits for my friends back in Asia, and for those who forgot what I suggested cause they thought it was too lame, I suggested:

1) go cafe
2) Yarra River to chill
3) drink alcohol
4) go somewhere buy some drinks, both alcoholic and non-alcoholic, go to Yarra River, and sit down and talk.

Oh ya, I just remembered Gan and Bennett suggesting going Ballieu Library to study.

Oh of course, I knew you all were joking (-.-). I knew, for sure. But what for say things that are unneccessary? Surely, you all can say "really what. really can go library and study what."

Ok la. Go ahead. Since you all like studying so much, why not just go?

Anyway, after some time, I forgot whether it was Ziawen or Cheryl, but definitely one of the girls, said something like....

"Someone just have to go and everybody will follow."

Try telling everyone to follow me.

And and and... Guess where did Gan and Jack go. Throughout the whole process, they kept on saying "go home la".

Of course, they're popular, they're like the soul of the group, we can't live without them. People don't want them to go home. So they can just walk off and people will go and pull them back and feel being wanted.

I wonder if I were to walk off, just like them, and broad the tram, will anyone move a single step to try to stop me. I think they will wave their hands and say loudly "Bye, Shiyang", accompanied with big smiles.

And again, I know you all will be joking if you all do that. Try having this kinda joke on every occasion. You'll just feel so unwanted. One day you'll really just walk off and feel that nothing's wrong with you doing that; cause you're unwanted.

And I'm unwanted. I'm the kind of people that people can do without with. I'm extra. If I'm there, it's just one more people plus a few silent moments. If I'm not there, I'm not there. Some will even joke to say 'it's even better'.

So what did we do in the end? I don't know who, but surely it's either Cheryl, Jack or Gan, suggested going to Starbucks.

MY FRIENDS IN MELBOURNE. JUST IMAGINE WHAT YOU ALL WILL SAY AND DO IF I WERE TO SAY "LET'S GO STARBUCKS".

Anyway, wasn't it one of my suggestions to go to a cafe? I say Lin'd Control (don't know spelling, but it's a cafe) but what's the difference between that cafe and Starbucks? I know, just because those words came out from my mouth, it's not a good idea.

Everything I say is nonesense (maybe even this). And that's why sometimes I really hoped that I'm a mute. Really, I see no reason in why I should talk when people just conveniently ignore whatever I say.

After Starbucks closed, w e w e n t h o m e. Fucking no life. But I don't think I will go out with you all even if by some miracles we found one place to go. Cause I'm an extra.

Just told Yenshan this. I catagorise our gang into two groups:

Just-talk-and-even-if-it's-crap-people-will-still-listen group: Gan, Jack, Cheryl, Ziawen (the fact that they are girls and so Gan will surely listen to them) and Jason. In addition, even if the jokes said by these people are totally not funny, 90% of the time people will still laugh.

Second group:

Talk-to-yourself-or don't-talk-at-all: Shiyang. Whatever thing said by people in this group (opps, there's only me!) is just c-r-a-p. Yenshan is near this group but he, just like all the other people, are somewhere inbetween the two groups.

By the look of it it seems I'll be studying throughout this long weekend. And I can imagine Gan complaining we have no life. But really, blame yourself. Cause whenever I suggest about going out you all will ask me to study. I think I will be more happening if not you-all and studying. But it's still alright. I enjoy the time spent with you all. But please don't fucking complain we fucking no life.

By the way, my friends back in Singapore and Malaysia, Melbourne has changed time. We've moved on hour forward and so the time difference between me and you all are back to 3 hours. I wonder who on earth allowed this kinda time-changing thing and name it so nicely -- daylight saving. It's not a one two times kinda thing. This take place every year. Think in America or somewhere around that part of the world also got this kinda thing.

So, according to the new time, it's 0542. I better go to bed now cause it's another studying day cause Gan, Jason, Bennett and Yenshan wants to study.

Buaiz.