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Friday, October 14, 2005

Random thoughts

Went to Safeway supermarket to buy Strepsils lozenges. On the way back, I was thinking about something and I came up with one sentence.

"Your birthday is the only birthday I know I remember."

Is there two meanings to this sentence?

1. Your birthday is the only one I know, and I remember

OR

2. Your birthday is the only one that I know that I remember.

Anyway my initial purpose meaning no.2 but I thought it might have another meaning, so post it here and ask my readers.

Two days ago I watched Naruto out of curiousity and there's one line that keeps on repeating in my mind.

"I'm just someone that no one needs."

I know a lot of people will say 'eh, that fits me well" but think again, cause it's not fair for those who needs you.

Everyone needs to be reminded of something constantly to remember it. Sometimes people just like the feeling of being wanted.

Gavin's birthday was held yesterday and Cheryl and Gavin's sister gave him a surprise party. Invited quite a number of people and of course Gan (and their usual 5) was there. Gan, being gay again, kept on wanting to go back home (at one point of time only).

I don't know why but everyone (including me) wanted him to stay. He had to go cause his was meant to eat dinner with his sister. Resonable right? But maybe because Gan always lie and so people know he's just finding excuse to leave (or maybe he wasn't). But still, we went to stop him (he jokingly leave, not serious one).

Maybe Gan just like the feeling of being wanted. It's a nice feeling I admit but I will never experience it with my friends. I know if I did the same thing yesterday, or any other events, people will not care. Maybe they think I will come back like a pussy but definitely I'm not. in fact, I think Gan is the one that will come back after 'acting' to leave.

But people will just make effort to keep him, and not me.

The worst thing is if given the same joke, anyone else who says it will create laughters but I will just create silence. So no one should ever call me a joker, even though I don't think anyone actually did call me a joker before.

I think I should go to sleep. Sister just came back. She's not having any class on Fridays. Commerce people can be so slack and come out to earn more than engineerers. Not fair. Heck care. I'm still not going to take commerce.

Maybe this will be clearer...

Your birthday is the only birthday that I know I remember.