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Monday, June 16, 2008

give up, shiyang, give up!

i dont know why i tried talking to her again.

goodness.

i told myself to forget her, even as a friend, cause she's not doing anything to help maintain that friendship. so why, why, why did i try talking to her again, thinking that she will reply this time round?

oh wait, now that i looked back, there really wasnt a friendship between the two of us actually.

i once read a sentence from another friend's msn nick. it went something like this:

"nobody can leave your life if you didnt let them do so"

aiyah, my english sucks. but something along that line anyway. i totally agree to that philosophy. if it werent for the many times that she didnt want to meet up, the many times that she refused to reply smses and on msn, i wouldnt even have the chance to think that i should give this friendship up.

i'm so disappointed with myself that i tried talking to her again. maybe i should delete her off from my contact list so that i wont even know she's in front of the computer.

this is so like the kind of situation when a girl broke up with a bastard boyfriend cause he left her for somebody else. then the girl is crying and doing all the stupid whinings to her best friends, and her best friends will just tell her that 'it's not worth crying over such a guy'.

maybe i myself (or you all) should tell me something like that too...