trying damn hard, maybe too hard
i went to bed at 4 and woke up at 5.
but nothing woke me up leh! i just sleep... sleep... sleep.... and suddenly i just woke up from my dreams. the room was quiet. my phone didnt ring. my laptop wasnt making any noise. my neighbours didnt slam the doors or hit the walls. i didnt have a nightmare. I JUST WOKE UP PEACEFULLY.
wah lao wei. then i flipped here and there but i still cant sleep. tried lying on my stomach, doesnt work. on the left side, doesnt work. right side, doesnt work. curled up like a big baby, doesnt work. legs stretched out like a mercedes logo, still cant sleep. repeated all these until 7am and decided to go try sleeping in the living room with the tv on (cause the show sometimes can be quite boring). then somehow, everytime when i'm trying to sleep, the shows just get a bit more interesting than it normally are. then when i'm trying damn hard not to fall asleep watching f1, i sleep mid race and wake up to the next programme.
argh.
then i lied on the sofa bed thinking maybe the reason why i cannot sleep is because i'm too hungry. and since i lost 1.2kg over the weekend last week (whee!), and didnt really eat dinner yesterday, i dont care if i grow fat or not already. i just want to sleep. i was so hungry until i can force myself to vomit if i want to. so i cooked two packets of indomie.
cook. eat. back to trying-to-sleep.
but then, after eating, I'M SO FULL THAT I CAN VOMIT (again, if i forced myself to)!
nevermind. keep on trying. trying trying trying.
sigh.
i'm going to my friend's place to watch cable tv already. almost 10am now.
but nothing woke me up leh! i just sleep... sleep... sleep.... and suddenly i just woke up from my dreams. the room was quiet. my phone didnt ring. my laptop wasnt making any noise. my neighbours didnt slam the doors or hit the walls. i didnt have a nightmare. I JUST WOKE UP PEACEFULLY.
wah lao wei. then i flipped here and there but i still cant sleep. tried lying on my stomach, doesnt work. on the left side, doesnt work. right side, doesnt work. curled up like a big baby, doesnt work. legs stretched out like a mercedes logo, still cant sleep. repeated all these until 7am and decided to go try sleeping in the living room with the tv on (cause the show sometimes can be quite boring). then somehow, everytime when i'm trying to sleep, the shows just get a bit more interesting than it normally are. then when i'm trying damn hard not to fall asleep watching f1, i sleep mid race and wake up to the next programme.
argh.
then i lied on the sofa bed thinking maybe the reason why i cannot sleep is because i'm too hungry. and since i lost 1.2kg over the weekend last week (whee!), and didnt really eat dinner yesterday, i dont care if i grow fat or not already. i just want to sleep. i was so hungry until i can force myself to vomit if i want to. so i cooked two packets of indomie.
cook. eat. back to trying-to-sleep.
but then, after eating, I'M SO FULL THAT I CAN VOMIT (again, if i forced myself to)!
nevermind. keep on trying. trying trying trying.
sigh.
i'm going to my friend's place to watch cable tv already. almost 10am now.
