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Wednesday, February 13, 2008

i need more friends!

i'm so bored, hungry and tired-but-cant-sleep that i thought...

i might as well make a post.

i actually waited for the radio to finish playing 飞轮海's 发现爱. correct me if i'm wrong with the title. i assumed it. cause that's pretty much all i can hear from that terrible song.

back to the topic/title. yes. i need more friends. see, all i have are

evelyn, xiaoyun, penny, xiaoli, kevin, hansiang, yongsheng, yingming, (lipseng and junyoung and yenhwee and longyun and chinyoung and yongquan), wendy, engxuan, arthur, shymin, the whole bunch of primary sch friends, steff, karen, jolene, evan, wengloong, charlyn, szechern, jeeping felicia(?) and maybe a few more, i didn't really think very hard who are either in msia or sg.

and i still need more friends! i tell you why.

evelyn. xiaoyun. penny. xiaoli.

the last time i saw xiaoli was during her birthday, last year. enough said.

whenever i'm free, penny isn't. and then when miracles happened and she called me to go out, i'm not free. clash fate.

xiaoyun's in uni. studying. was busy with cheerleading and now with some carnival or some sort. and so i'm going to her uni just so that i can see her.

ok la. kidding only. dont take it seriously. i'm not so longing to see her. i'm going to her lessons cause i want to crash sg unis and she's in engineering. or maybe simply cause she's the only one that really welcome me to crash.

and so i'm left with evelyn. and going out with her alone...

cant imagine.

kevin. hansiang. yongsheng.

kevin is similar to penny. i called him for supper twice, yesterday and today. yesterday he was going out for supper with HIS MUM soon and so couldn't make it. today, he was talking to sarah on msn, and so he cant make it.

hansiang asked me to go his house to, i assume, gamble on the 2nd day of cny. i couldn't make it. he asked me how bout the 1st. i cant make it too cause the first day my sisters are coming back and the 2nd day i'm going over to my grandfather's house.

so i ask him if i can go over on the 3rd.

'i'm going to hk on the 3rd. haha'

'wtf? till when?'

'13th. haha'

and i dont meet yongsheng unless i meet up with at least one of the other two.

yingming

'hey, wanna go out for supper now?'

'what? now? cannot... too late already...'

'what? now? too late?'

'haha, actually i dont feel like going out cause i bathed already. next time u have to tell me earlier. then i dont bathe then can go out lo!'

ok. lesson learnt. next time, i'll call you at 7pm for supper two hours later.

(lipseng and junyoung and yenhwee and longyun and chinyoung and yongquan)

i don't meet anyone of them unless i'm meeting john. but when we do it's the happiest time i have, even though we might be doing nothing.

wendy. engxuan

one my ex. one my friend's ex.
one attached. one not sure.

but

i dont meet engxuan unless i meet wendy. and wendy's bf used to think i'm a threat. i don't know a threat for what. really don't understand. but then again she's kind of busy with her bf. so...

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sigh. my god. why do my friends come in groups?!
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arthur.

we didn't even have much to talk about when we were suppose to discuss what to do for our primary school gathering! but i think we can go out for some movies soon.

shymin.

it's just wrong to go out with her alone, again. but i know i promised to meet you and your bf some day. i'm just waiting for a time that i can gathering either kevin or yingming or even both to meet up with you two. do tell me when you and jeff are free so that i can ask them.

the whole bunch of primary sch friends.

it would be terrible to call a whole bunch of friends out if it's not a gathering.

steff. karen. jolene. evan. wengloong.

actually, steff just asked me to have lunch with her and karen tml. but i asked her what can i do after lunch.

then the reply 'haha' was the end of the discussion.

then jolene, evan and wengloong. not sure if jolene is back from bangkok yet. evan not that close. wengloong too.

but thing is, i'm not willing to go all the way to sg just to have a meal anymore cause i'm only left with three pages in my passport.

charlyn

hey you! we were suppose to meet since when?!

szechern. jeeping.

they're in kl. my dad don't go to kl. and cause my dad don't allow me to drive to kl, it's too troublesome to take a bus to kl, i don't go to kl.

oh yea, and mingchee, my project partner, who lives in kl too.

but szechern is going to sg! but my sister is asking if you mind coming to jb instead. hehe.

felicia(?)

????? do you still consider me as friend ????



see, i need more friends! i need to meet new people! girls preferrably. i know i'm making myself sound kind of desperate recently but it's just all for the sake of it. i mean, sometimes i really hope to have a gf, but when there's a pretty girl that i don't know infront of me, talking to me, i cant really be bothered to get to know to her.

i guess all i'm trying to say is i'm not that desperate la.

oh ya, john and alvin are not included in the list cause they are brothers. =D