the end of uni

at this time tomorrow, i'll be done with my exams. really, i haven't been studying a lot for it but i don't think i'll fail it again. no matter how much i get, as long as it is over 50%, the job will be done. it doesnt affect my honors score in any way and so really, i just need to pass it. (which means getting 32% out of the 80% paper tomorrow)

having done with uni, i might also feel kinda lost at this time tomorrow, just like how i felt TOTALLY LOST when i finished my O levels. it was like, 'ok, no more exams, so what do i do now?'

but then again it's a bit different this time round. during my O's i started studying everyday for maybe i think, two months? and i get to go home everyday, met up with the same group of friends all the time, seeing the same stuff every single day. in short, i was in the same environment.

but as i finish my degree, i'm also leaving melbourne for good. i have just a little bit over a month to enjoy what melbourne has that singapore/malaysia dont. things such as (mostly) friendly people all over the place, patient drivers who give way to pedestrians and other cars, and simply, just the view of countless ang mos on the streets.

it's a bit funny how i am able to say 'can't wait to go back to msia' but also wanting to stay in melbourne a bit longer at the same time. i dont know what you call that. but that's really how i'm feeling these days.

university will be history in just under 24 hours. i've enjoyed my last days of going to school and now i should enjoy the fact that i have to study for an exam. afterall, everyone who is working do say that studying was enjoyable. again, i'm not sure why but i can understand that. and i'm going to enjoy this last 24 hours...