lonely me...
now 'chatting' with felicia... i seriously think that she don't likes me... hah... but maybe she haven't realised it? how long do you need to take to notice this fact.... haha...
so... today went to school for poa lessons... 'changed' tutor to alvin... haha... who cares about chitra... it's not that i can't work with 'jia yi' anyway... i just prefer to work with friends... those sec5s also sit with their friends right? made me to work with two girls from sec5s... :S ok la... better than some girls from 4/8... haha... :X
haha! me and felicia really got nothing to say le! BWG! :X
after poa we stayed back in school... penny john yong quan me and yong quan(evelyn don't know) actually wanted to go play pool... but then... later this and that happened... i also don't know what... penny don't feel like going... evelyn said she did not say she wants to go... so penny suggested to go for a movie... but yen hwee thinks it's expensive and john said there's no good movies... anyway some of us watched this and some of us watched that... so there isn't really a good movie that we can watch altogether... haha... anyway penny don't want to watch scary movies too... so... no choice... we decided to go to causeway point first... then on the trip there then make decisions where to go... most of us didn't want to go home so early... especially me... :X
so penny is crazy... she wanted to teach john A maths... when the test had already past... -.- so she taught him when evelyn ate mac and me and yen hwee doing nothing... after the whole thing... they told me they wanted to go home... -.- ok... it's true that i did not want to go home early... but do they need to help me waste my time in this way? KAOZ~ was really a total waste of time... i should had stayed back in school and gambled with yong quan, yong da and alloy... i was on winning stake! haha... anyway today i won about $5 or so... did not really go and count... cause i want them to put money on the table that kinda... so if i win i just take... no need calculate until so ma fan... lalalaa... lolz...
when i reached woodlands interchange... i saw some students having flag day... since i won quite some money that day... i actually wanted to donate $2... but... no one came up to me to ask for donations... so... i just saved it... :X so i met up with my sister and took her car back home... once i reached home... there's nothing much that i can write here also... as u know~ my life at home is~~ haiz... :)
anyway saw this girl who likes quite alike as shy min... i somehow stared at her... she also looked at me... but i don't think it was her... so quickly look else where... just in case she thought i'm intertested in her... :S this kinda things had happened to me quite some times... a few times in sec2 also... so i did the same thing, sms her to ask about her location.. then she replied she was in hostel about to go out... asked me why... i think she also knows why i asked what... still ask me why? like i can ask you out if you're free like that... haiz... anyway, we're getting further and further already... don't you sense it? or is it part of you plan? if it was then ur plan really took a long time to work... cause i took me 3+ years to start having thoughts of giving you up... :) but even if i don't want to there's nothing i can do also... (having that same confused feelings now) what will happen? i know you won't want to restrict yourself by promising to wait for me or something like this... i can understand too... cause there's really so many better guys out there... esp in jc... so... let's just see... :)
i... feel like losing water already... i'm scared of the future... ya... this are the words that can really express my feelings now... i'm scared... scared...
so... today went to school for poa lessons... 'changed' tutor to alvin... haha... who cares about chitra... it's not that i can't work with 'jia yi' anyway... i just prefer to work with friends... those sec5s also sit with their friends right? made me to work with two girls from sec5s... :S ok la... better than some girls from 4/8... haha... :X
haha! me and felicia really got nothing to say le! BWG! :X
after poa we stayed back in school... penny john yong quan me and yong quan(evelyn don't know) actually wanted to go play pool... but then... later this and that happened... i also don't know what... penny don't feel like going... evelyn said she did not say she wants to go... so penny suggested to go for a movie... but yen hwee thinks it's expensive and john said there's no good movies... anyway some of us watched this and some of us watched that... so there isn't really a good movie that we can watch altogether... haha... anyway penny don't want to watch scary movies too... so... no choice... we decided to go to causeway point first... then on the trip there then make decisions where to go... most of us didn't want to go home so early... especially me... :X
so penny is crazy... she wanted to teach john A maths... when the test had already past... -.- so she taught him when evelyn ate mac and me and yen hwee doing nothing... after the whole thing... they told me they wanted to go home... -.- ok... it's true that i did not want to go home early... but do they need to help me waste my time in this way? KAOZ~ was really a total waste of time... i should had stayed back in school and gambled with yong quan, yong da and alloy... i was on winning stake! haha... anyway today i won about $5 or so... did not really go and count... cause i want them to put money on the table that kinda... so if i win i just take... no need calculate until so ma fan... lalalaa... lolz...
when i reached woodlands interchange... i saw some students having flag day... since i won quite some money that day... i actually wanted to donate $2... but... no one came up to me to ask for donations... so... i just saved it... :X so i met up with my sister and took her car back home... once i reached home... there's nothing much that i can write here also... as u know~ my life at home is~~ haiz... :)
anyway saw this girl who likes quite alike as shy min... i somehow stared at her... she also looked at me... but i don't think it was her... so quickly look else where... just in case she thought i'm intertested in her... :S this kinda things had happened to me quite some times... a few times in sec2 also... so i did the same thing, sms her to ask about her location.. then she replied she was in hostel about to go out... asked me why... i think she also knows why i asked what... still ask me why? like i can ask you out if you're free like that... haiz... anyway, we're getting further and further already... don't you sense it? or is it part of you plan? if it was then ur plan really took a long time to work... cause i took me 3+ years to start having thoughts of giving you up... :) but even if i don't want to there's nothing i can do also... (having that same confused feelings now) what will happen? i know you won't want to restrict yourself by promising to wait for me or something like this... i can understand too... cause there's really so many better guys out there... esp in jc... so... let's just see... :)
i... feel like losing water already... i'm scared of the future... ya... this are the words that can really express my feelings now... i'm scared... scared...
