who knows me?

i guess no one really knows me ba... cause even i myself cannot be sure of myself sometimes... but luckily... most of the time i understand myself...

it seems that i'm so heartless right? being so indifferent towards my friends... esp when they are sick... and i still don't even send a simple get well msg or do anything... but... never mind... no one knows me... :)

it's hard on you, i know... but it's not easy for me either... you don't seems to care... but i know you do.. so why act as if nothing is happening? hiding all your true feelings? i admit that we can only be friends... but no one would want to see their friends being like this also... some more our friendship isn't that simple afterall... unless you want to end it, stop doing whatever you are doing now... for if not, i might just be fed up one day and really care not about you at all.. :)

i seems to be scolding someone... but i'm not... sorry for my tone... i don't know how to express... i always fail my composition...

so back to the question:
who knows me?

i tried to think... hoping to find that someone who i can really that he/she knows me... but i can't... :)

oh ya... the drill of all uniform groups sux... trust me... they really sux... esp those who ain't up to standard but still try to do difficult things... no mentioning any names here... but some may know who i'm referring to... :)