scared...

i'm really scared... to the extent that i can just cry out whenever i come to think of it... i don't know what to do... i don't know who to talk to... i don't know what will happen... i not sure if i'll regret... i don't want anyone to regret... but yet i'm afraif that one of us might regret or be sad one day...
 
i thought of my lives in australia... but i can't be sure how it would be... will i be alone? most probably... i want to be alone too! but it seems to be a bit too pathetic in some sense... i don't know what to do!
 
i'm just scared of the future... haiz...